Faint memories

The reason why I didn't want to tell you is because I am probably someone whom you'd least expect. All you need to know is I meant every single thing I said. Time's flying too fast and we're both drifting apart. I wouldn't know what to do if I ever bump into you one fine day. Would it be awkward? Cause if it's gonna be awkward..... That's really heartbreaking :'(

I find awkward situations mildly irritating. Cause these situations were actually avoidable till people start holding back. You each have your pieces to say but you choose to hold back every bit of it. Various reasons. Maybe cause you want to prevent any misunderstandings, or due to a past incident, a past you wish you could erase but it'll always be there...... A faint memory deep down but that's what's holding you both from holding an actual conversation which you could have. Pretty unfortunate I suppose. Or sometimes you choose to keep things yourself, thinking it would be better that way? Never. That should never be an option cause avoiding it, keeping it to yourself will never fix things.

People expect too much from each other at times. I admit. I am guilty of that too. Who isn't, right? I mean these expectations and assumptions really.... Doesn't really help make things better. Maybe we should all come clean and suck it up. Whatever happens, at least we made an effort, no?

I don't really know what I'm rambling about but these 2 things have been on my mind lately.
Ironically I'll end this with -Practise what you preach.

Sigh why do things get so complicated? Emotions, why don't you make much sense at times?
A better tomorrow hopefully.