I haven't been blogging lately. It's like I want to, but there's multiple factors holding me back.
One, procrastination. Two, I can't seem to piece my thoughts together. It can really go on but I rather not hahahahaha.
Hmm so band has resumed! I'm glad it has cause I actually like going for practices now, compared to the past. But I usually just look forward to eating supper with the usual people. They really make me happy. Thinking about how unhappy my past was when I was in band as a freshie, I am just so delighted that things have changed for the better with these people in my life :) Maybe some things like me being the only tubist in my batch won't change, since TKGSSB days. I still wonder why. It gets pretty depressing at times. But to come think of it, I'm happy to be in my section. Okay, there are days where they annoy me or don't tell me they're not coming... Just once in a while. On most of the days, I enjoy their company. These boys make my band days. From being random and humming during tuning, they're pretty awesome guys. So many new people come into my band life this time round, and these people make band much more bearable when it's at its lowest. Committee!!!!!! Okay meetings are pretty unbearable but supper is always gooood with so many awesome people hahahaha. Supper club lulz. The most important thing is, I no longer go home alone like I used to when I was in Year 1. I still remember those days, going straight home after band, all by myself. I'm such a loser seriously. Isolation made me a very lonely person :( And a very negative one too. Thoughts of quitting were frequent. I was one emotional girl. Still am, just maybe, slightly more rationale. Going home with Valerie, Alvin and Andy made bus rides more enjoyable! And even walking home together. I don't really like walking home but with their company, I don't mind. No longer a lonely soul. I guess this year, my band life had turned around for the better? Well, I prefer this undoubtedly.
Oh yes! Went for Jalan Raya with the girls and 3 boys :B Had a great time together. Love this bunch of people to bits. We visiting Tassha's and Aisyah's, just ate ate ate ate ate ate ate all the way. Hehehehehe had pasta and baked macaroni. Nom nom nom nom nom just the thought of it is making me hungry omg. These crazy bunch of people, really, really are the ones that kept me sane throughout these 2 years. Time is flying too fast. Before we know it, we'll be in different classes :( I don't know how it'll be like without them around. Just hoping I'll have them still in my class, somehow..... Not exactly possible but I hope we'll stay tight despite our different electives and clashing schedules. Please don't let it clash so much :( Like they always say. The only constant in life is change. Some adapting is definitely necessary. Sigh.
I'm getting sleepy. That's a first. Job interview tomorrow. I hope things will run smoothly and we'll get the job. Insya Allah. And hopefully I will be able to make it in time for the movie tooooooooo. I really wanna watch Johnny English Reborn! :B Excited for tomorrow!
I miss my TK girls. I hope you all are doing good. Press on alright!!!!!!! It's crazy I know, it scares me seeing you guys studying so hard. Please take care too. Miss you love you all xxx
I'm really sorry I'm such a bitch :'( Dimp?
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