It was pouring when I woke up. So I went back to sleep. I snoozed my alarm multiple times or did I just slept through it? It was a bad idea to change my alarm to Ponyo. The trumpet solo is so soothing so I think I probably went back to sleep. I really love the trumpet solo #justsaying
So in the end, I just laze in bed till about 12 plus? Bathed and then locked myself in my room watching dramas. Loving this life so freaking much. I am playing Sims on fb and Pottermore (slightly neglected cause Sims is more fun hehehehe). I have no idea why me and Amanda are dating on Sims. Hello where are you Prince Charming? Create a Sims account please? ;) I forsee the rest of the week, pretty much like this. Mundane but hey, I'm not complaining. No calls from any companies so I guess it's just a sign for me to recuperate from such a torturing semester.
Oh yes. Can't believe results are out! Okay this is delayed. I am just thankful for my results. Not impressive but I guess improvements do count right? Not gonna mull over it ;) The best part about results is that my parents won't know how I did. Well my mum did ask..... She didn't really nag heh. At least not both of them know if not. Hmmm. Remember those days you dread bringing home your report book? I've always dreaded it. I remember failing so many subjects in sec3. Honestly what was I thinking to even put tk as a first choice? I did so badly in tk. The fact that I wasn't one of those <20 points for O's shows alot right? 21 points sigh. Forever will be that 21 pointer. Which is so retarded. If I got 20 points, I could have used my 4 bonus point. Studied like mad for hml and attended cca all the way and I couldn't even use any :( Well, a part of me just wished I was in JC. But, thankfully I am not there cause I would have probably suffered there. Never really knew what I wanted back then either so being in poly is indeed a blessing in disguise. It had been an interesting journey. Imagine if I didn't reject RP. Travelling to Woodlands every single day. So many things wouldn't have happened. I like how things are now anyways.
Had band today. Problem lies with me. Lack of practice and I am a lazy girl, I admit. What happened to the band geek in me? Sigh. Note to self: Time to pull up your socks and practiseeeeee. Mmm 2 months more to concert!!! Dear friends, please come for my concert. I love the feeling of performing for people you know. It just feels so good. I remember tearing up cause my tk friends didn't come at all :'( Lovely chubis came to watch though xxx So please, please make it for my concert! 26th November 2011!
K I think my post is pretty incoherent. I have quite abit on my mind right now :( Could it be true? They say never assume. Sigh you stupid fool.
Things always appear alright on the surface. Barriers surrounding you but will you build a bridge to cross over? It should be fixed while it's not beyond repair.
Feelings you should stop making a mess of things.
Goodnight xxx
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