Feels like bipolar is at its best right now. Why am I like this? Because I care. Asdfghjklkjhgfdsdfghjkl.

I don't want to believe what I've been told cause I refuse to and I won't till I witness it for myself. Because I have faith that you'll keep to your words. You said you wouldn't. So you won't do it again, will you? I am really hoping what I've been told are merely assumptions. I don't want you to do that ever again, please. Take it as a plea from me only if it's really true. But like I said earlier, I have faith that you'll hold on to your words.


I'm so exhausted from work and band today. Jelly legs. Hungry. 


Don't let it be true please? :(