Sick

I guess I've never been this sick till last night. My face was burning up every now and then but I was really cold. I was under the sheets the whole night but I was rudely awakened by my running nose. It was a literal running tap from 3am onwards? I could barely even rest my eyes. I was gonna get up for work but by then I was really drained. I couldn't even get up. So I reported sick and slept till..... 3pm :/ Can't believe how sick I am right now.

Went over to the doctor's around 4 ish. I should be taking those meds but it has to be taken after food...... I have no appetite. Sigh.

"Why do you care so much?" "Because I simply do, I don't need any fucking reason to do so."
My greatest fear now is to lose you. I don't want to. Don't you get how significant you are to me?

I am terribly unwell.