Virgin

Tonight just isn't my night.

I feel awful right now. My head hurts like a fucking bitch and my nose is very.......? It just feels odd. I can't seem to sniff too hard or breathe too hard. It's weird. Do I even make sense now? Fuck this shit seriously.

Mmm. Accidentally drank something I shouldn't. Seriously an accident cause there were just too many cups on the table fml. So yes virgin incident #1.

Virgin incident #2 was just bloody. Nosebleed. It was my first ever in my 19 years and I was so fucking scared cause there was blood on my hands all of a sudden. Also cause I don't exactly like the idea of seeing so much blood. The pain leading to the nosebleed was really unbearable to be honest :/ It was an instant tear jerker cause it began as a surge and then it lingered on. I was tearing up cause it hurts and there was blood :'(
Pain + blood = worst combination ever.

I'm just scared it will start bleeding again and I'm just too weak right now. Weakling.

But all I really needed at that moment was a simple "Are you okay?"

Coiwno.