Likesick trauma

I think this week has been pretty lousy for me and today is lousiest at its best. It's hard just to stay sane with what people have to say. I say there is no right or wrong. Still, I must not let it influence me, not even a wee bit.

Have been opting for long bus rides home just to sleep it all away. Waking up just to alight and sleep again on another bus. Plus I need all the alone time I can get right now. Not to think through anything.... Hmmm okay maybe just a little and then just fall into very deep sleep. I almost missed my stop yesterday when I boarded 31. I must be damn lucky cause when I opened my eyes it was Bedok lololol.

I really feel lousy omg please I hate this unsettling feeling deep down. No matter how hard I brush it off, it seems like it's here to stay :(

I've set my mind with plans somewhat made? But how now brown cow?

Whyb?

13, 4, 1.