when it all falls apart and im sorry

okaaaaay havent been updating much,
tooo busy and lazy, veryvery laaazzyyy.


btw,
TKGS SYMPHONIC BAND GOT SECOND FOR NATIONAL BAND COMPETITION LAST SATURDAY (:
GO TKGSSB!!! YAAAAAYYYY!!!!!

congrats to TEMASEK POLY BAND for getting FIRST!

WE BOTH GOT GOLD,
WE BOTH GOT 83.XX
TKGSSB LOST TO TP BAND BY 0.XX
haha. i still dont know,
cause, apparently everyone screamed when they heard we got 83.xx
couldnt hear the decimal part, hahaha.

cried really rabak in the bus though while talking to amirah on the phone,
i was disappointed cause i failed to make the seniors proud.
this is the second time TKGSSB got second, and losing by 0.xx
i knowwww.
but im proud still, of my section, TKGSSB and myself,
we worked hard,
and it was definitely worth it.
i guess its not all about winning first, (WINNING FIRST WOULD BE A BONUS)
its the effort you put in, and how you feel about it.
i felt good, i gave my best, and not messing up la forza number 7, is definitely an achievement for myself. it might not be perfect yet, im gonna do better. i hope i can do this.

Alhamdulillah.
im veryvery thankful, that we got second (:

did i tell you we saw mr pei there too? hehe

ohh we're performing today (saturday) at vch again, cause the bands that won are to perform again.

life hasnt been so great.
im getting so sick of it sometimes,
but im okaay (:

ohhh, that time i saw fazuan! my senior in primary sch, hes also a porefect back then.
man, i miss those times. and this was the second time i bump into him, that time was at escape,
the next time was at tamps interchg.

ive got nthg much to say, maybe i dont feel like saying it.
and yes, i miss bai, arina, syaf, aneh, nad and iffa :(
i havent been seeing you guys much.
miss the busrides and recess and going out together.
i miss YOU ALL.

heloise, you love your nametag too much. gosh. been wearing after sch like on purpose kan?
haha. thanks for the other time after nbc, and those hilarious busrides.

how long have we been friends?
... sec one, sec two, sec three....
three years!

replies to tags:

syiqin to ahma: im okaaay, seriously, and thks for the sword. haha. i look so odd on the bus with that sword. ohya, your letter....

syiqin to GL: hello (: im so so sorry.. and thanks for the invite. ive been reading it.

syiqin to jinmin: haha me, zilian? haha we both same same laaa (: babe, i miss you!!!

syiqin to arina: haha. hello :) haha. bitch. bitch. im a superrr duperrr great friend! :D

syiqin to tips: hehe. thank you!

alright, gtg, meeting up then go for band!
does it matter now?