cried after the performance at vch (im very emotional and sensitive lately) , cause __________________ (fill in the blank *clue: 5 w0rds)
hahaha. my section, plus others too, knows about it, since i started crying right after the performance. i didnt expect that to happen, the second one was okaaay, but NOT THE FIRST ONE.
im reallyreally disappointed in myself. its really annoying.
I HAVE TO GET IT RIGHT NO MATTER WHAT.
I WILL.
there was fireworks again after our perfomance, just like our performance for nbc. its nice watching the fireworks, again. but i was too sad lah, annoyed with myself. urrrggghhhh.
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last phototaking with seniors (after the performance) when we reached sch
then i saw azura crying, i was so shocked, ive never seen her crying.
we're always laughing, her veryvery contagious laughter that reminds me of a particular cartoon, will always be in my mind.
she's just so happy and hyper, love that energy,
seeing her cry was just so unexpected and moving that i teared too.
hugged her and it was then, that it dawned upon me that this was the seniors' final band performance with us.
its all happening too fast,
i really didnt want the seniors to step down just yet,
i dont want them to go.
i cried even harder when i hugged atifa,
cause she's not only my section leader, but a really wonderful senior that ive ever had,
ohmygod, im tearing up again.
she's the best senior ive ever had, always making me laugh with her random jokes and laughter (yet another senior with an infectious laugh)
ive always enjoyed being with her,
our randomness- a favourite of mine would be me singing the low parts and she'll sing the high parts of la forza,
i love each and every moment of randomness we had!
our randomness would be something i cant never ever forget.
her powerful tone that rocks when she plays the tuba, i envy the way she plays.
she has given me never ending support and patience when teaching me and the juniors.
she never gave up on us.
the love and advice you've given me had made me a better person
you've always been there for me and the juniors.
theres too much for me to say,
and i really want to thank you so so so much for EVERTHING (:
THANK YOU.
amirah, eventhough you werent there with us last saturday,
i still remember you, i will always do,
shit, im crying again....
you're not only the asl, but you have been an awesome senior to me,
you're always giving us support and love all this while
i feel great when im with you, cause you're such a great senior, the best ive ever had.
the care and concern
and all the love you've showered me and the juniors with will always be remebered, no matter what
the powerful tone you have when you play the tuba is simply amazing, i envy the way you play!
the crazyness and laughter we shared wont be forgotten,
how gilerr we can get at times is non-deletable and
i treasure all those times that we shared
your firmness and advice had taught me to be stronger,
to become strong and independent.
you never gave up on me and the juniors.
you have always believed in me and the juniors.
theres too much for me to say,
and i want to thank you for
EVERYTHING,
yes, EVERYTHING.
THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH AMIRAH (:
i feel very empty without my seniors around.
i dont know how am i able to survive without amirah and atifa during band.
im unsure if i able to lead the section all by myself, being the only senior in the section.
im really afraid.
both of you were such great leaders,
would i be as capable as you two?
and ive always wanted to play just like atifa and amirah,
they're both so awesome.
i envy them, for playing so well...
thank you for all the guidance you have given me throughout the three years we've together
thank you,
i want to be just like just like my seniors,
a great tubist and a great leader.
i'll do my very best.
thank you atifa,
thank you amirah
I LOVE YOU ATIFA
I LOVE YOU AMIRAH
I MISS YOU TWO LOTS :'(
back to last saturday, i broke down again when i hugged diyana, i couldnt help, but cry. all this while, diyana had been an awesome senior, shes like my superduper great girlfriend, all busrides after band practices- i would be sitting next to her, and we'll talk like there's no tomorrow. she listens to my problems, and she's the one that always never fail to hug me and smile so happily when she sees me, her sincere hugs and smiles would be something i cant forget. shes there when i need her.
thank you diyana, you dont know how much im gonna miss you. im gonna miss you soooooo much.
thank you my dear seniors,i love you all veryvery much.
i wont forget you all, cause you guys mean alot to me.
thank you once again, for bringing laughter and joy into my life,
for teaching me to become a better person.
THANK YOU.
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syiqin to arra: hey hello! yeahyeah, very niceee of you to come here and tag! (: i cant wait too, but ive got extra amath class from 830 to 10 on saturday.... its still on right?
yesterday was a day to remember, i loved it (:
didnt come to sch today,
my back hurts, really.
ive been reading to kill a mocking bird.
omg, CAs are like next week!!!!!!!!
yikes.
ive lots to do.....
maaaan, did i tell you?
the doc said my backbone's slightly crooked!!!!
:0
okaaaay, i better go now before i waste the precious time that i have..
ehh thanks for smsing me in the morning, gina lee hui yu
someone misses me :D hahahahahaha.
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