To be really honest, I feel rather indifferent about this new year. I wasn't really hyped about celebrating new year's or doing up a list of new year resolutions. Didn't do one this year cause I have the same one each year and it didn't come true which was to have a boyfriend before I turn another year older Oh I kid, I kid. Thus, I'm just gonna stick to no resolutions, for a change and live every moment with no regrets! Gotta plan ahead ASAP! I'm nervous about what's in store for me... *breathes in and out*
Things to look forward to is definitely graduating! Before that, would be the completion of MP >< I'm psyched about bidding this project goodbye as we all know it hasn't been a smooth sailing journey for many groups. Gotta suck it up of course. I would say the progress is pretty okay (I made a little improvement for the progress interview in my opinion) just that we would need to rush quite a bit cause there's like 1 month to submission o.o Waddafak. Goodluck to me, Ray and Shermmz!!! Last lap so bring it on! Additionally, my final concert with TP Band is coming up as well ;____; Can't believe it's coming to an end..... I don't know if I would be sobbing like a baby when it all ends and hits me in the face. I wouldn't be surprised if I did LOL. So much memories with this band. Crazy ass section mates that never failed to annoy me. Being in committee that truly had a hell of a rollercoaster ride. So many firsts with this band and the people in the band. One first that I can never forget. Not gonna say it cause it's gonna be so cheesy that I would cringe at my own cheesy lines. Of course, not forgetting Mr Tan! He's so sweet :') He told me he'll play Up just for my sake cause I really like it! Selections from Up is such a lovely piece that tugs on my heartstrings. The solo makes me so emotional :( But, Alvin Tay and Val insist that it's just me... >:(
There you go, take a listen and float away with me ~
So yes, it's already 2013! Hmm. I guess time will pass even faster than I'd expect it to be. All I want to do is to give everything my very best and really have no regrets. Graduation in 7 or 8 weeks? Yay or nay? Lots of things running through my head now. The adult life. The working life. The uni life. O.O Can I not........ Excited but I feel like I'm not really ready for such a drastic change in my life. 2012 had made me stronger I suppose, hopefully that would help me to pull through the rough times ahead of me this year. 2012 wasn't exactly a bed of roses. It was a bed of bloody thorny roses. Damn you roses. I'd never been so shameless till 2012. I even found my shameless partner, Joleen ;) The crazy things I did, I don't regret it. I thought I would but hey, if I didn't... That would mean I didn't make the effort = regrets. At least I can laugh it all off now. If you knew what I did.... *facepalm* Even so, things still remain stagnant except for a short period where I was probably the happiest person. I clearly remember how my hands shook terribly cause I simply was too happy that I was choked with elation. I guess it meant a hell lot to me. Well, it still does. I cannot deny it even when the whole world is against me. Wtf right? That short lived happiness was memorable. I truly thought that was gonna last. But like they say, some things don't last forever. You win some, you lose some. The question is, did I really lose some? Thank goodness for the friends that I have been blessed with that always keep me sane. Still crazy, but kept at a minimum.
Listening to Up now and it's really messing with my emotions omg what's wrong with me ha ha ha. The beginning is like a sad love song I cannot tank la :( That's all for now. Hopefully I won't be too lazy to update this space. I've been a bum. Mount Alvernia tomorrow! Shall be a little more productive than usual and do work. Napped in the afternoon and now I can't sleep!
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