Never felt so good about going back to school. Almost feels like I was "schoolsick"? Seeing everyone during meet the CP session made me realised me really haven't seen each other a lot. All the laughter. I miss this. If only Tassha and Aisyah were back, then it would be complete :)
Halfway through SIP. Time flies. I'm excited to go back to school yet I don't want SIP to end either. I've grown accustomed to this working life. I kinda like this job. All the exposure has made me more receptive to being in a food science line. Things took a turn and I'm happy here. Alhamdulillah.
I guess I must really stay strong and pull through this period. Getting really stressed out with so many things going on. I have so much to say but I don't know where to start. I've gotten over the phase of "I want to cry cause life sucks" cause it's just really stupid. Crying doesn't get you anywhere. Not that I've been crying lololol. I haven't been so yes. Neither does retail therapy. Helps momentarily only. Hahaha. To think that I had it planned out, but I was wrong. You can plan but things don't always go as planned.
Running out of time and I'm still undecided. Should I remain strong headed and go ahead? You tell me. Feeling totally like a loser cause this isn't going anywhere. I just feel super useless now. Things need to fall back into place so I can feel better please? Gotta keep the faith and hope for the better.
Got an unexpected text earlier tonight. This proves that some people, despite their differences and past, they still have a heart. Being a middle person is advantageous at times, cause you get to witness such heartfelt gestures first hand.
PLL and off to sleep.
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