Spent most of yesterday in bed, weekend flu I suppose? Had trouble sleeping cause I napped earlier in the day. Followed by a series of short dreams that I could only vaguely remember. Dreams that were of the same story line. I kept waking up in the middle of the night too. Sigh.
Today's not much of a difference though. I'm planning to work on my report though. Sounds like a good plan to me. Shall complete as much as I can since I don't really have anything to do...... Okay maybe I could study for the quizzes. But I honestly am not in the mood to do so.
Been pretty much a ball of angst eating all the junk food in the kitchen :(
On a lighter note, Aisyah and Tassha are going to Australia for OSIP!!!!!!! So proud of my bbgirls :') I'm really happy that they aced the interview and are heading overseas for their internship! But, of course I'm gonna miss these 2 happy pills badly.......... There's still the rest but it won't be the same right :'(
Time's flying too fast, don't you think so? Just in a few months' time, I'll be on SIP. Wherever that will be. Hmmm. I'm not ready for so much changes actually. I'm just hoping to secure a place that I'll be happy working and learning at the same time. I'm pretty afraid to step out of my comfort zone. I don't even know if I'll get a food science or a food nutrition related internship yet :(
With SIP, that would mean that I'm already in my last year. I clearly remember saying that I wanna graduate and get out of this place. But now, I don't want to.....
Sigh.
I cannot take this. It's
I'm so upset that I can't seem to do anything about it? I'm really trying.
I know my apologies are getting nowhere but I really, really mean it.
I don't know what to do already.
Dear friend, I'm sorry :(
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