We're so close yet so far apart
I am so afraid of falling cause cuts and bruises take a long time to heal. So I closed the doors of my heart, in hopes to not let anyone in. Save the trouble of history repeating itself right? But as time passes, scars of the past slowly fade away and just remain as a faint memory. 2 years. One fine day, things changed and that's where you came along. There I thought, "Maybe I have moved on?" I assured myself it was just a silly thought. Silly, foolish me. But, I hate how feelings develop and you can't brush them off. What am I supposed to do now? This time it's a different feeling. I can't remember, I'm not sure how I'm supposed to feel but it's a good feeling. I feel so.... At ease. You're different. Feelings might be in the process of developing but I don't want to do anything about it simply because I am scared. Of getting hurt. Time and time again. Thing is, I am unsure.
Imagine that I am good enough
And we can choose the one we love
Wouldn't that be good? Life would be much easier that way. Less painful. And things will go as planned, exactly the way you want it to be.
Everything is a blur, I'm just living life as it is.
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