Abandoned this space for about a month, again. Honestly, year 2 hasn't been nice at all. Especially last week. It's mad. Last week was so screwed up. So much projects, research, tutorials and tests to handle. It was depressing and I was depressed, trying to juggle all of these things... Waking up so early, a routine goes on and on and you go home and get even more depressed seeing the work piled up in your face. I want to do well this semester so badly. I don't want to be stuck with a lousy GPA. It's really tiring. And I get even crankier :( Just don't want to mess up, like how I did last time. It isn't carefree here, trust me. I hate it when people judge poly as slack. Omg you do not have any idea what we go through every single day. Don't compare us with jc please..... It's pretty irritating. We are having a hard time too. We have to study just as hard, mug as hard, projects, etc.
Hahaha k that was pretty angsty. Sigh sorry to all those people I've ignored in the course of the past weeks. Been really tired, depressed and really stressed. So yeah.... Things are hopefully on the right track now. I think this week will be a better week. I believe it will!. Will fight on and beat the negativity out of me if it ever comes attacking me again.
No band till term tests are over. Why no prac when I have the mood for band! *sobs*
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