Still the same, with or without you

I don't give a damn about anyone.

That's a freaking huge lie.

Duh, you should know me well enough if you're reading this space.

I still am the same person you know and I guess I didn't change much. Still the same. Maybe I seem mean on the outside or totally ignorant/oblivious these days... But I still care. Sometimes a little too much. That's why I'm taking a step back. Tired of trying. But that doesn't mean I'll stop. I still care, in short. Even I myself think I'm getting detached from people.

I find difficulties opening up to people. A part of me tells me to just keep silent but how long more right? I want to pour out my heart's content but I can't. Maybe... My communication skills suck. Hahahahahaha what a joke. I'm pretty glad this year I had no major breakdown. But I find it rather weird. Cause I know I am fragile. Or maybe I've become a little less fragile than I used to be?

Okay those are just my thoughts I'm not emo okay.

Anywayssssssss the past weekend was awezum. Heheheheheheh I went out for 3 days straight. Haven't done that for a while. And hell yes I freaking shopped. It's been ages! I was soooo happy kay (:

Friday: Outing with Arina, Bai & Syaf!!! It was great cuz the last time the 4 of us met was... 6months ago? We went 313, Taka, Scape (the flea was sooooo pathetic hahahaha whooops), Ion, Marina Square and Citylink Mall. Yup so many places my legs were like dying omg. But it was a great time spent together. I luvvvvv it!!! Hehehehe the ice cream from Maggie Moo(?) was so gooooood cotton candy flavour ftw! We were eating it like little kids!

Saturday: St James Flea with Joey and Thahira! Was lateeee sorry Claire! I was awaken by @joclairewesley's call!!! I had my alarm... But I guess I switched it off. We were damn early for the flea! Hahahaha so went around the club (YES IT IS A CLUB)! So coool yknow cuz it was my first time stepping into a club (; I likeeeee. Hahahaha me & Thahira were like "We're in the club... With music... But with redbull instead" Hahahahaha! Okay so lamez but it was so funny!!! We saw Redbull in the bar! But yesssss we 3 had fun going around tgt ^^ Great deals everywhere I wanted to buy so many things, grrrrrr. Thank goodness my dad gave extra 20bucks cuz I shopped the day before at F21 and Cotton on!!! Flea was awezum lah. First flea (Y) Scape one not counted lol. We all got things!!! I saw Kaykay omg!!! She's prettier in person and yes ofcuz she's skinny! Bought her pullover for 2 bucks!!! I was so shy cuz omg it's Kaykay!!! Hehehhehe lol. Went to Vivo after that with Thahira. HTHT. "I wished my boyfriend could sing" *plastic bag slammed on railing* HAHAHAHA. Yes that htht made my day. Luvvvvv you otherhalf (:

Sunday: GLEE MARATHON WITH MY LOVELY AISYAH & TASSHA!!! Spent a day tgt before they left for msia! We watched about 3.5 eps of Glee, Dream Team, Kpop (duh it is forever relevant) and yt vids!!!! LOL "THE CLUB CAN'T EVEN HANDLE ME RIGHT NOW" Laughed so much omg it was so fun (Y) Junk food the whole day had chips and icecream and soft drinksssss. ALL OF US GOT HIGH OF SUGAAAAA. Hehehehehe it was so much funnnnn!!!

A great weekend I must say (;

Now back to the mundane days. ):