complete me

So after 23456789654567days of not logging onto msn.... I logged in last night!
Firstly cause LK asked me to go online to discuss about band stufff, the ensemble pieces that we have to prepare. Then I got eggcited, cause the song he showed me had this gooood feel about it. I liked it. And yknow, honestly I haven't been feeling enthu about band... Ytd was weird cause I got rather eggcited. Well it's about time, cause I want the old enthusiastic bandgeek in me back. Seriously. And maybe ytd's convo reminds me of my convos with Bert that revolves around good band music (other than the usual vulgarities) so it made me happy.
Frankly, deeeeeeep down inside me, I know I still love band. So it feels good.

Then, talked to Bai on msn ♥
It has been a freaking long time that we talked eh? And yessss, I am really sorry for not answering your phonecallls (prepaid low *sobs*) don't feel rejected kay! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
It feels good to talk to her. Misss you so much bai. Need, must meet. SOON.

I listened to english songs last night. Be proud of me <: I WAS AMAZED TOOO. Then I realised I still remember the lyircs to the songs I listened to last night. No Promises, Lonely No More.... Yupppp old songs. I still prefer old songs over the new songs. They're much more meaningful compared to some recent ones. Anywayssss Idk why it just felt complete last night. I guess I've been isolating myself for too long. As in I haven't been on msn and I haven't been texting people either. My life is miserable no?




OH HAPPY 56TH BIRTHDAY BAPAK! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH (even though I don't show it....) BUT YESSSSS I LOVE YOU ♥