a fool.

i update idk how many times a day but who cares right.
i feel i need to say it here or else i'll simply go bonkers one fine day.

i just read a post just now, and it somewhat changed my mind about some things.
it didn't break my heart, in fact i was really moved by the sincerity of the author.
really.
love can be so complicated at times, but the beauty of it is simply undescribable.
i don't think i shall pursue it any further cause i might be a victim of my foolishness.

i can still rmbr crying for almost a week learning about it, cause i was so hurt then
but now i thought i was being stupid to cry over such things cause i didn't make my feelings clear
in fact i kept it to myself hoping for a miracle?
idk.
then came along my source of happiness, that i've been waiting for so long for
though it only lasted me 2months but
that 2months can last me a lifetime.

no broken hearts, no happiness gained.