sit down and you'll start to wonder

i had watched kau istimewa with my mum.
i felt so touched watching them going on with their lives despite their difficulties.


then i thought to myself,
im always complaining about how difficult life is, well maybe not always, but most of the time.
how at times i say, "why me? why must this happen to me?"


then, again, i was reminded of those people who are suffering, economically unstable, less fortunate than me... leading a more painful life all alone, without their loved ones.
they still go on with their everyday lives without much hesitation.
i admire their determination, they continue to strive on despite many obstacles they face each day.





segala dugaan tetap dilalui,
hidup harus diteruskan walauapapun.





if they can, why cant i?

i should wake up to a new beginning,
i should at least try.





i had spent these few days berbuka with my mum,
cause bapak kerja malam.
so we talked during buka, talked alot.
we discussed alot, about lots of stuffs.
it was both intense and funny.

ibu is definitely a bestfriend of mine, she even high five me the other time :D
smsing me all the time when im not home yet, her smses slalu very funny cause she smses in malay, its kelakar :DDDD

i became extra attentive to her, ibu even said im like a doctor pulak...
eversince i visited the doctor with her when she got sick
Alhamdulillah, she's recovering, not fully but im glad shes getting better by day.
i kept asking her if she has taken her medicine, if she had rested...
cause i realised i havent been doing much as a daughter,
not that ive been insolent or whatsoever,
but its time i should be more caring to my loved ones, isnt it?
this time round, this Ramadan,
i came to realised upon several things.
and i have to grow up, mentally.



i guess thats quite alot said for today, ive gotta do my remaining hmwk maaaan.

before i go, here's the replies to the tags!

syiqin to ROBYNWEISIMIN: YOU!!!!!!!!! YOU CALLED ME AISYAH THE OTHER DAY OR SMTHG, AND YOU FORGOT MY NAME :(
okaaaaay laah sorry i nvr reply to your tag, seeee i reply alr laah. haha love you annoying woman!



syiqin to JACKIE: hahahaha (: HELLLLLOOOOOO bong! :DDDD





thats all for now. till later,
byeee.
theres sch tomorrow!
YAAAAAAAYYYY

and im definitely looking forward to this sunday's buka together with EVERYONE in the family.

ibu and i counted if EVERYONE's coming to our house,

there like 3+5+2+3+1+5=19 people!!!! hahaha. RAMAINYE. :DDDDD