yes it's over.

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syiqin to GINALEE: THANK YOU GINALEE (: THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH.
the chocs, the hugs, the rose, I LOVE IT ALL. thks dear!!! aiyo theres smthg wrong with my msn lorr. sorry :/

syiqin to VSBoy: hello you! hahaha, THANK YOU SO MUCH. (: pro playing ehh? heeeee. uhh thanks for that toooo. who are you? are you from band tooo?

syiqin to *that* ahma: yeah, we have given our best.... we'll come through all of that together, haishhh, im scared..... MUST BE POSITIVE!!!! thanks for today darling!!! love you :D

syiqin to diyanah: hey! okaaay will link (: hahahaha. THANK YOU SO MUCH (:

syiqin to aisyah: HELLOOO AISYAAHH!!!! hahaha, THANK YOU THANK YOU (: you laughed?? REALLY?? :D ohh, COOL!!! our instruments are of the same age!!! including the players too!!!

syiqin to ZOOO: HEEEEE. HELLLLOOO ZOOOOO. (: AZURA RIGHT!!!!

LA MUSIQUE DU MONDE IS FINALLY OVER,
it has been 6 days already.

i didnt want to post actually,
it took me quite long to bring myself to post about the concert.
so here i am, posting about the concert,
very late.... i know...
im just disappointed in myself,
i cried, after the concert, back home,
i just felt awful and disappointed in myself.

but,
i gave my best, both in emceeing and playing,
screwed up some of my parts,
and my emceeing tooo, i said " to hear more of us, do come to our next concert on 18 JUNE....."
excuse me, that was in 3 days after la musique du monde.
aiyo, i didnt realise eh!!!! i realised only after they asked me, "i thought it's on 18 august?"
OHHHHH NOOOOOOOOO.
well it's on 18 august 2008
uk band concert with tkgssb (:

i did enjoy myself both playing and emceeing,
i have overcome both fears.
yes, im proud of it, though the playing wasnt well done, emceeing was... heeee (:
but i did overcome my fears,
Alhamdulillah,
Amin.

i had a great time still despite some moments...
and my wonderful section, THE TUBA SECTION,
I LOVE YOU ALL SO SO MUCH!!!!
tubists all the way man!!!!!

la musique du monde was a memorable one for me since it's my first and last concert,
my only one concert,
i enjoyed it still.

i dont know, but is it just me,
i felt the time during the concert went fast....
like whoooaaahh.
but hey, i enjoyed myself still.

the moment i stepped into the concert hall,
i walked in with my tuba,
keeping balance and not fall, rolling with my tuba in court shoes
walked up the stairs, and put down my tuba
as gently as i could
then i looked around,
my oh my,
THERE WERE ALOT OF PEOPLE MANN.
WHOOOAAAAAHHHHH.
then i saw IBU and BAPAK
IBU smiled, waving, and gesturing me to keep calm
BAPAK told me to BREATHE, i saw him puffing his cheeks, telling me to BREATHE.
after that, i saw GINA and SAM
GINA waved, with a big smile and
SAM smiling at me, about to laugh.
then i look again, this time i saw more familiar faces,
i saw BAIZURAH, yes i saw you (: did you scream for me or not? hahaha,
i saw IFFA too!
then more, i cant rmbr...

i picked up my mic from underneath the stand,
im sorry to the many people who were at the front,
they had to see my oh so not nice butt which was facing them each time i had to pick up that highly sensitive mic....
and started off with "and I'm Asyiqin"
and went on and on...

so that's basically the start of the concert,
it was after the interval where i got less tense and hence that's whr the lameness started from.
heeeeee.
i had fun though, im glad i did (:
i admit i was still shaky though....

playing the songs were rather nerve racking, yessss it was!!!!
fingers were getting nervous tooo, oh yes, my fingers have feeelings toooo.
and the most ANNOYING thing to happen to me was the salive condition i was facing,
it was dripping, GROSS I KNOW.
but i cant possibly like wipe it off every time it drips,
mind you im at the side,
PEOPLE CAN SEE ME, not that people are looking at me, but it may be DISTRACTING tau.
i know the front row people noticed, GINA AND SAM did!!!!

okaaaay fast forward.........>>>>>>>>>
heeeee, then the concert ended...
im sad that time fly soooo fast. :(
but then, IBU came to the stage and HUGGED ME. i was TOUCHED, REALLY.
she said i did GREAT, BAPAK gave me THUMBS UP. they gave me this bag with flowers and gifts for me and arra, heeeee, gave the flower to arra but i didnt hand over the chocs.... :D

then went back stage,
the TUBA SECTION group hugged.
I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOO MUCHHHHH. (:
went down using the super cool huge lift that you usually see in movies, it's REALLY COOOL!!!
put the tuba and stand down,
SENIORS CAME!!!! WEELING AND YANA!!!!!!
got HUGS and FLOWERS!!!!

went inside... man i love this part (:
hahaha.
this was where i got my flowers and chocs....
I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOOO MUCHHH.
THANK YOU THANK YOU.
im soooo grateful to have have great friends like you all (:

met BAIZURAH, IFFA, SARAH, MARIANNE, LAURA, GINA, SAM and others...
bumped into MARISSA who said to me, "EHH BODOH!!! HAHAHA"
and im still wondering why....

then after that,
SAUFI coughcough PAKCIK and HAFIDZHIN and their friend (i don't know who, sorry)
were there tooo. I GOT MY BALLOON!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAYYYYY. (:
THANK YOU PAKCIK!!!!!

now here comes the thank you speech.
THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU GUYS FOR COMING!!!!!
I'M INDEED TOUCHED, THANK YOU SO MUCH,
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!
I HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOYED THE CONCERT...
THANK YOU FOR THE FLOWERS, CHOCS AND HUGS TOOO.
I'M REALLY THANKFUL FOR HAVING GREAT FRIENDS LIKE YOU GUYS,
THANK YOU THANK YOU
FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART
(:

when i was walking towards the door, someone hugged me, it was such a sincere hug.
and the hug was from ARRA's MUM. thank you so much AUNTIE, i was very touched hearing that you enjoyed it, and you said you were laughing too, thank you thank you (:

thank you all.
THANK YOU :D

then boarded the bus back to school,
with string bass, percussion...
hahaha, we went crazy on the bus,
it must be me!!!
it was soooo fun in the bus...
and yes, they we teasing me with ___________
then we passed by esplanade somemore...
aiyoooooo.

reached school,
packed up....
and went home with ARRA....
ARRA came over in the morning too... :D
haha, then IBU called me,
awwww, she was being super nice and loving laaa.
then she was tellling me what she saw at the mrt station...
she saw this ________
then i was like errrr... uhhh...
hahaha my expression was sooo shocked when ibu told me about ______
:)

and i alighted at bedok,
and now arra's in the phillipines,
man, heloise, I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!

and i reached home near midnight,
IBU AND BAPAK bought food espeacially for me,
awww, but i ate it the next morning, tooo tired, was just superrr thirsty
slept late, at 2 plus in the morn i guess,
chatted with BAI over the phone first...
read the letters from the band people...
i was really touched by ATIFA'S and AMIRAH'S letters (MY SECTION'S MOST LOVELY AND WONDERFUL SENIORS EVER!!!)
and i cried,

well thats all,
oh wait,
one last speech

WELL DONE TKGSSB (:
WE ALL DID OUR VERY BEST,
THIS LA MUSIQUE DU MONDE WILL BE REMEMBERED
I LOVE YOU ALL VER MUCH (:

ALRIGHT,
thats all....
loads of hmwk to do!!!!!
shittaye.

-21062008