once again

well there's something bothering me,
ive always been brushing it aside but it always always come back,
BUGGING ME.
URGHHH.
i seriously wont want history repeating itself...
im just so scared to face up to it.

i should have called you,
but i really dont know how to say, where to start...


the pain is still there
the scars are still visible
am i strong enough,
to go through all of that,
once again?

should i blame you?
or put the blame on me?

sheeeessh.
an emo emotional post.
i hate it when im reminded of these stuffs.

thanks amy for keeping me company with your smses (:
its so fun talking to you.
<3

should anyone find the happiness that belongs to me,
kindly give it to me.
thank you (:

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