it officially isnt okaay anymore.
its just SO fast.
i thought i was finally having a nice day after going thru so much crap.
URGHHHHHH.
why me?
again?

i really have bad timings.
i do suck at times.
oh wait. its most of the time.
issssshhhh.
but why has it got to be me?


if you happen to be reading this,
i dont blame you.
i didnt mean to not answer it.
like really.
i didnt realise.
im sorry.
i am.


and what you said just had hurt me deep.
yes your message.
it hurts.
im sensitive you see.


all i wanted to do was to help you.
i know its late
i didnt mean to not answer the call.
i still want to help you


i'll shut up
i just come at wrong times
i'll go away


aku ibarat seorang insan yang bodoh
aku hanya dapat menangis pada saat itu
sebak aku dibuatnya
walaupun tiada airmata mengalir di pipiku
hatiku terjerit-jerit
menangis
tiada siapa yang dengar



im soooo dumb.
im really sorry.


when you thought i was going to be okaay
once again.