cheat
cheat
cheat
cheat
you cheated me
you lie

i dont know who to turn to
you?
or you?
who?

till now all of that is in me
i need to get it all out.
to who?
how?

this isnt what i wanted
this is so crapppp

all i want is to be able to smile willingly
not that im not willing now;
but its just different


i want the real ME back.
do you even care?
urghh.
im losing it


beautiful lies
ugly truths
when you thought i was okay
all i could do was to sit and stare


stop doubting me