urghhh.
i got flu....
nose is flooding...
then alot of tissues evrywhr..(decided to throw just nw)
hv been sneezing and sneezing and sneezing
frustrating man....
urghh..
i cant think properly lo.
im awfully sick.
im hating how i feel now.....

anw nat called, asked me abt newspaper project thingy...

that project...
stoooopidd project, like hello, only ONE week holiday, i REPEAT-
ONE WEEK HOLIDAY!!!!!!!
????!!!!!
so many things to do lo.
i really dont wanne fail this lo.
im scared. but however
im lucky to have nat, songwei and tiffany as my group members in this project (:
we'll work hard together!!! we can do this (:

my one week is gone just like that,
filled with BAND, SAJAK and some other CRAPP.
i dont mind band, like duuh, but maybe the practices are long but very much needed.
got CONCERT and COMPETITIONS.
i believe tkgssb will shine, like it always does.
cant wait for band tmrw, im scared and excited....
i love la forza, working hard to play it really well,
my another love, fesival prelude... my high D!!!
i wanne play my other pieces well tooo.
im trying to do my best cause
i hate disappointments.
and

YOU have no right to say-
"what so great about that?" straight in my face.
theres a limit to everything.
before you actually say that to me,
do a self check.
DONT be a/an _______, i dont wish to swear here
dont ask me to respect you when you dont even respect me.
shuttup.
dont answer back.
to gain respect you must first start respecting others as well inluding me.
dont be hurt cause im just being straightforward like you.
im stating facts.
im sorry. im hurt if you didnt realise

im starting to be a bweech (elizabeth and i made this word together, bitch plus witch.. so say booweeechh) and before i become one in active mode, i shall think happy,
happyhapphappy.
but i feel sicksicksick.
i wanne go band....

oh i sajak-ed todayy.
great job guys.
iloveyouall. <3
still working on it,
almoooost done.
we can do this ppl.
GO TKG! (:
and ARRA
THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN TODAY'S SAJAK!
THANKS LOADS. IT WAS MUCH APPRECIATED.
i owe you one arra, u really have been helping me alot.
love you TINGG!! HAHA. well i do love you babe. you are great.
syaf arina anehh you guys rockk. thks for always being there for me, love y'all
my lovely sec1s, izzah marissa siti ummirah
i love you all too...
we'll work hard together (:
jiayou!

im sorry if i fail to be a good chief,
guide me along guys...
and i working hard to be a manly sexy man for the sajak.
and marissa and izzah dont mind me yeah,
the acting is getting sooo crazy,
do understand yeahh.

i havent posted on the other days..
i dunno...
it hasnt been too nice or tooo awful...
there were a mixture of good and bad days...
well,
MELISSA you funny toot.
hahaha.
you are funny toottoot.
shes so funny..

that day, cant rmbr when..
me and songwei were in the toilet.. doing our hair...
then our conversation went smthg like this
SW: eh you think theres someone inside that cubicle?
A: i dont know... dont think so...
SW: i think its closed since morning.. (dont ask m e how she know she visits the toilet first thing in thw morning after going to class.... HAHA (: )
A: i tink i heard sounds coming frm that cubicle..
SW: is there anyone inside?
.....
in a funnily low voice (or is that her usual voice? hehe)
MEL: your mother.
SW: (talking to me) whos that?
A:whos that?
MEL: your mother.
A:(pause to think) melissa is that YOU?
MEL: NO, your mother!

me and sw was laughing like mad when we met mel who finally got out of the cubicle....
then in class that day, cant rmbr if it was the same day, mel said smthg like
MEL: i want to sleep!
she said that when the relief ss tchr was teaching!
i tink the others looked at her, including me
MEL: loud ah?

lol. mel mel.
funny laaa you.
well till now, my flu hasnt got better man.
ahole, *quoted frm arra
well before i forget.

im so sorry everyone for my horrible attitude this past few days or weeks.
im confused, tired, angry, sad, troubled, streesed all added up together.
thanks to the people who cared for me.
i love you all!
thk u many many.

lovelove.
me.

sorry cheerleaders.
i quit.
i cant manage.
im sorry. :(