THAT yesterday

yesterday was a day i would remember, for all the stupid things ive done.
its all my fault. im so stupid. i CANT stand myself sometimes. and how i wish yesterday could be forgotten.

IM SORRY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART IF IVE HURT YOU IN ANY WAY, CAUSE I KNOW I DID AND IM REALLY SORRY.
PLEASE FORGIVE ME.

yesterday was a crappy day. just pure crapp.
the things that didnt go well;
1) a math paper
2) embarrased myself in front of the whole sch
3) someone took my amath book!!! (tell me how can i do my ex 2.8?)
4) hurt someone i care for, and i didnt mean it, FORGIVE ME.
5) this one, all i can say is SORRY GINA, ITS MY FAULT.
6) banner, i dont want to elaborate. this had totally made my day awful.

amath ppr, i dont want to talk about it.

that morning, had to go to the podium to say the thank you speech thing for sajak.
ARINA was supposed to accompany me but i dont know where she go, well i think SHE WAS IN THE CANTEEN, so i was alone up there. i got stage fright and my hands were SHAKING. and PEOPLE COULD SEE ME SHAKING. then the speech part, i dont know how MANY times i said that particular part- "we also won THE BEST.. THE BEST.. THE BEST... the best poetry appreaciation ... " i so paisehh laa. thk goodness cikgu was there to remind me what to say!
thk you cikgu alena! then the presenting of trophies to mrs chia, oh my.. my hand were shaking... i so malu...
later that day salimah, the head prefect said to me something like,
"You were not bad just now,"
i went like" uhh, i was shaking you know..."
then salimah replied, "Yeah, i saw. but you were clear.."
the short conversation went something like that laaa, haha.
THANKS SALIMAH (:

banner. i dont wish to remind myself of that cause that will link to many other things....
THANKS DEWI and FARIDA (: for helping with the banner.
and GINALEE, THANK YOU for doing the banner as well... (:
im sorry gina, for everything.....

SONGWEI;
im sorry. i really am.
i didnt mean it.
im sorry.
im really sorry.


i'll be back. later. i'll post the supposedly almost happy ending to my day later on.


this wasnt meant to be this way.
im sorry.