tell me why
why only now
im feeling down
now
even more awful
im close to depressed, or maybe not
but why,
my emotions had been on a roller coaster ride;
i thot it was over
but its suddenly repeating all over again
why
why me
why must i feel this way
im close to tears,
but i wanne stay strong,
but for how long?
i dont want to go through this
is this the harsh reality i have to accept?
do i have a choice?
im crying all my sorrows away
im not strong enough just yet
but im trying
im sorry

bring back all the joy
bring back all the laughter
and share it
once again