heyy. SO LONGG never update siaa. train-ed to orchard to buy bai's sch blouse with syaf and arina. songwei was in the train too. her sleeve got stuck in between the doors! terok laa u babe, pity you! hope u ok (:
and and todayy smthg happened. gosh. so embarrassing laa. i dunno whr to put my face laa. wth. im stil angry tho. i dun blame any1. what happened was that my tray with filet o fish, coke and fries flipped over to the floor! obviously, being me, i had a BIG reaction laa, was smthg like-OMG. duh i was so hungry didnt eat . im sad coz i was broke and my money was wasted, but stil thankful that i got to eat my filet. i threw a tantrum laa, slammed my books and bag on the flr. i was pissed. at myself. i guess, then ppl were looking. im sorry everyone. im sorry for the inconvinience.
im sorry syaf, bai and arina. i didnt mean to embarrass u all. im really sorry.

thank you auntie for cleaning the mess i made. i feeel so bad. thank you soooooooooo much auntie. im soorry too.

haishh i will crapped boud yesterday kaeh coz yesterday was a day, like a nice one(:

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hmm. i forget lo. wait ahh. trying to rmbr.....
okaayy. all i can rmbr was that i wanted to post last nite, but i fell asleep while resting on the bed after bathing. lol. i woke up the next day at 3. haiiyaa. i was supposed to do hmwk b4 i sleep lo. but nvm. theres always TODAYY.
okaay. i rmbr roughly what happened yesterday.

oh first period was chem. cldnt concentrate laaa. dunno y. tired i guess. sorry mrs chan. but i did like do the work and copy stuffs down. yeah. i did i guess..

maths was next. oh oh. she didnt come. so evry1 happyhappy lo until.............................
mdm maggie goh came in!!!!
i was shocked. like duh coz i thot i wasnt gonna see her anymore, like fps is so OVER.
then we had to do amc test. i was like actually figuring out how to do until she said time's up, i just shade anyhow. i tried, only got to do like what five? or is it 3? heh.

then, it was english. i was sooo sleepy.

recess. enhancement. did my 2 qns and ran up for sajak and guess what NO ONE WAS THERE. i was fuming mad. oh wait, was there enhancement? i dunno lehh. i rmbr i just got back amath ppr. i was sad. i failed. i saw it coming but, i feel really awful. i failed badly. like single digit laaa. im sorry mr seah. pls dont give up on me. pls keep guiding me. im truly sorry.

back to sajak, dunno whr they go laa. ishhh. geram seyy. then look down, saw them
at the bake sale... screamed arina's name, ask her buy 4 me (: angry but damnn hungry lo. then we sajak-ed.
and yeah ellie, sorry i didnt come, but i bought brownies, damn nice lo. (:

bio was next. i passed!!!!!!!!! yaaaaay me!!! i got 26/40. i know laaa, not that impressive but im thankful.
ALHAMDULILLAH.
im gonna study hard man, im motivated baby!

physics was next. spoilerr. i noe, thats mean but im soo sad. i actually passed, like 10/20, then me and shalin were looking at the papers when she saw that i got marked correct for what she got wrong. went to see mr yap, like yeah, since i got the mark, shldnt shalin get it too? the truth was that he marked me wrongly, he shldnt have marked me right, so there goes my 1/2 mark. so i failed. shalin still passed tho, good for her!!! yaaay shalin!!! mr yap said to me that its ok.
i was sad like duh, but i didnt deserve that mark. i cant live with a lie. im so innocent (: but seriously i dont desrve that mark. i didnt want to feel guilty so, i tink i did the right thing rite? but i hope is stil pass my overall. mr yap, thks for the nice words u said, when u deducted that half mark.. u are nice! (: thks for staying with me and jadey for the suppl physics cls! it help me understand, sorry for failing. i tried. my fault. :/

then lit, i was like so sad. songwei was singing to me, i think, but i was too sad laaa. so sorry songie. thks for cheering me up. grp work wit tiff songie. i went toilet to sit and stone in the cubicle until i realised my belt went into the toilet bowl! wth. thk goodness there wasnt any pee and the water was clear. i didnt pee laa, so i just sat on the toilet bowl.. im weird. i know...

then band-ed. i was so scared, me and harimau aka amirah were tuning all the notes... didnt want history to repeat itself and it was for our own good as well. and atifa came!!!!! i missed her... then aftr we all tuned as a section, for an hr lyddat, i started becoming crazy. gosh, my mood swings..... lol. my sectionals like somehow cheered me up. i love my section. yes i do, i love the craziness. i love pau, leira, ud, omma, harimau, yma and nixiem!!!!!!!!!!
played band songs, marches, la forza killing me!!!! im gonna work hard to do my best.\
do give me your guidance, give me the strength to stay strong to overcome everything im thankful for everything you have blessed me with. thank you ALLAH.
Alhamdulillah. Amin.

then, time to pack. yaaay home. then we took section photo for the concert booklet i tink at the stairs near GO. then right, i asked atifa, if i cld see the pics, she gave me the phone, i was facing atifa and amirah so i CANT see who is behind me and so on.... i was looking at 2 pics, comparing... then i didnt realised there was someone behind me. just nice when the person was right behind me like pretty near, i said like damn loudly, being a person with big reactions, i said so loudly,
"OMG! I LOOK SO FAT!" perfect timing shigg.
and guess who was behind me?
it was
MS SIA!
ahh i was so shocked when i turned laa. i was like omg, omg, i dunno. i was just so shocked to see ms sia behind me, standing behind me.
she smiled i tink when she saw my reaction, i so MALU.
yikes.
and and atifa kinda alr knew what was gonna happen lo.she saw ms sia alr. ATIFA!!! haha, it was funny tho. kinda funnyy. ahahahahhha.

went bubble tea shop to eat with atifa, 10-ed home. then 17-ed home. i fell asleep aftr i bathed. ai ai. so... that why im posting boud yesterday TODAY, hahaah. its one LONGG post.

have sajak tmrw....
bahas....
i gtg go do the manymany stuffs i gotta do.
-homework. i better get started. SERIOUSLY
-memorise sousa the march king, frm el capitan onwards
-and many more....
i eating cup noodles first,
and choir concert would have ended by now...
im so sorry marianne, i didnt go...
sorry i said earlier on before the concert that i was coming.... :/ i kinda broke, so sorry.
but im sure u did well my dear! love ya babe!
lovelovelove you all!
see youu.
nitenite.

iknowyouloveme
yeahyoudo.

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life may be unbearable at times
but im thankful i still managed to go on

thank you for your guidance.
thank you ALLAH.
ALHAMDULILLAH.
AMIN.